Oh my love~ I have lived 16 months and 20 days without your physical body next to me. It has tried me, taught me, changed me, it has made me numb and made me feel. It has been the hardest 16 months and 20 days of my life. It had been close to 2 years since I slept in our bed, which I snuggled you in my arms. I found the courage to take my breaking down body back to our bed. Lights were left on, tv running as I laid there sobbing. Another craziness of my grief, who knew the be
The phone rang this evening,
"What are you doing?"
"I'm watching a movie."
"Can I interrupt your movie for a sec"
"Absolutely sister. What's going on."
Then Z began to tell me about her evening, it went like this:
Mom tonight was the academic awards banquet for athletes. You have to have a 3.2 GPA or higher and we receive a plaque. Yep I know what your talking about sister, there are three at the house you have gotten previously.